You guys this screen is so big I feel like I'm making a cross between a blog post and a billboard.









A man ambushed a stone. Caught it.
Made it a prisoner.
Put it in a dark room and stood guard over it for the rest of his life.
His mother asked why.
He said, because it's held captive, because it is captured.
Look, the stone is asleep, she said, it does not know whether it's in a garden or not. Eternity and the stone
are mother and daughter; it is you who are getting old. The stone is only sleeping.
But I caught it, mother, it is mine by conquest, he said.
A stone is nobody's, not even its own. It is you who are conquered; you are minding the prisoner, which is yourself,
because you are afraid to go out, she said.
Yes yes, I am afraid, because you have never loved me, he said.
Which is true, because you have always been to me as the stone is to you, she said.
Russell Edson
Mother of Light, and the Gods! Mother of Music, awake!
Silence and speech are at odds; Heaven and Hell are at stake.
By the Rose and the Cross I conjure;
I constrain by the Snake and the Sword;
I am he that is sworn to endure -Bring us the word of the Lord!
from The Interpreter by Aleister Crowley
I wait for thee, my soul distraught
With aching for some nameless naught
In its most arcane crypt-
Am I not fit to endure thee?
...
Thou whose mouth is a flame
With its seven-edged sword proceeding,
Come! I am writhing with despair
Like a snake taken in a snare,
Moaning thy mystical name
Till my tongue is torn and bleeding!
Have I not gilded my nails
And painted my lips with vermillion?
Yea! thou art I; the deed awakes,
Thy lightening strikes; thy thunder breaks
Wild as the bride that wails
In the bridegroom's plumed pavillion!
from Ave Adonai by Aleister Crowley
7 comments:
Yay! Missed you!
Oh man, a few months ago, Mark brought up a HUGE tv set (I rarely watch TV but hey), so my 'little' 32" TV flat screen is now the monitor for my computer. Holy crap, I agree with you - is it a billboard I'm making, or a listing? Hah.
I always do a little leap when I see a new post of yours - I love Instagram but it's hard to get the humor and storytelling that works so well on your lovely blog. Everything is amazeballs, I'll have to come back to look a few times. The owls. Love. xo -- julie
loving as usual all that you do...
your a marvel PMS and all...
I was wondering when I would get my next Fancy dose...I was like...is she in Uru? Did I miss something?
Glad you're back! Crazy howls were like...visual overload...and I'm on a laptop O_o
awesome post! love the owls and have a question...what are those small round earring leverbacks? they are so cute.
Seeing that you have a new blog post always makes my day too. Beautiful new pieces!
Happy anniversary, happy new computer, happy aunt once the kiddos leave! ;)
Glad your routine is back at it, wishing I had one of my own - perhaps when I finally get all my crap unpacked and I start making stuff again, yeah - THEN I'll work on my routine.
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