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Essomenic Graocracy. |
A man ambushed a stone. Caught it.
Made it a prisoner.
Put it in a dark room and stood guard over it for the rest of his life.
His mother asked why.
He said, because it's held captive, because it is captured.
Look, the stone is asleep, she said, it does not know whether it's in a garden or not. Eternity and the stone
are mother and daughter; it is you who are getting old. The stone is only sleeping.
But I caught it, mother, it is mine by conquest, he said.
A stone is nobody's, not even its own. It is you who are conquered; you are minding the prisoner, which is yourself,
because you are afraid to go out, she said.
Yes yes, I am afraid, because you have never loved me, he said.
Which is true, because you have always been to me as the stone is to you, she said.
Russell Edson
Mother of Light, and the Gods! Mother of Music, awake!
Silence and speech are at odds; Heaven and Hell are at stake.
By the Rose and the Cross I conjure;
I constrain by the Snake and the Sword;
I am he that is sworn to endure -Bring us the word of the Lord!
from The Interpreter by Aleister Crowley
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Essomenic Graocracy. |
I wait for thee, my soul distraught
With aching for some nameless naught
In its most arcane crypt-
Am I not fit to endure thee?
...
Thou whose mouth is a flame
With its seven-edged sword proceeding,
Come! I am writhing with despair
Like a snake taken in a snare,
Moaning thy mystical name
Till my tongue is torn and bleeding!
Have I not gilded my nails
And painted my lips with vermillion?
Yea! thou art I; the deed awakes,
Thy lightening strikes; thy thunder breaks
Wild as the bride that wails
In the bridegroom's plumed pavillion!
from Ave Adonai by Aleister Crowley
4 comments:
Another great post! Thank you for answering my question. I mostly start with a supply screaming "I want to be made into this!" as well. Sometimes though I do have a concept of what I want to make... a piece for a purpose, such as a talisman type necklace.
And yes, of course I was flirting with just you with my avatar ;) Now everyone knows! *blush*
Oh Fanci, thank you so much for sharing, you're a great teacher! I'm a bit overwhelmed with all this new insight. I did my homework and that certainly turned on some lights for me. You really should consider teaching an online course. Now if I could figure out how to set up Etsy and Blogger I'll be good to go.
...Jackie xo
I think you have to admit Ms. Fanci, that part of your process is in the recognition of the objects. You know how they pull on you, even before you know what you can do with them? Thanks for the hint about keeping them visible, but how do I get in and out of the room?
"Generally, it's the supplies that begin the process, certainly not an abstract idea."
YES. I've never made anything from a previous design in my head. It's usually just about sitting down, spreading all the bits out in front of you and then just playing. Sometimes I can take up to 3 hours or even a few days before I'm happy with a design. But it helps to have a big a work surface as you can manage and ideally one you don't have to clean off (ie not the kitchen table) so you can leave it to stew for days. Unless you live on your own, which I did not long ago and so the kitchen table was covered in mixed media for about a month. But I got lots done!
I love that your combining your natural teaching vibe with your art. You're a gem!
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